.:Thinking Aloud:.

sorry bout the title, i just can’t seem to think of anything that is fitting for this blog. i’ve posted make it real by the jets a while ago coz its a song that keeps popping out of my head and i can seem to relate to it. Isn’t it a bother that you seem to remeber someone whose special to you but can’t seem to talk to her? Like how you’d wish that she’s here and talking with her would seem like eternity… damn im getting mushy again… anyway, i just want to share some of the ideas i thought of during the day…

I’ve been posting to this online forum regularly since the day i joined in… what i liked about the forum is that its a nice place to hangout or if you just need some "petiks" time… people there seem nice and we all have a common interest (Gumimik) hehe… anyway, as i read the series of new posts today i saw this one post:

"Never fall in love with somebody who has hang-ups, somebody who never had the chance and probably will never have the chance of being with somebody they have been loving for the most part of their life…you’ll never be good enough, you’ll never be funny enough, you’re efforts won’t be enough, you’ll never be lovable enough for her to forget about him…you would have to compete with somebody she puts on a pedestal, you would have to always put on the best show whenever she is around, you would have to look like a fool waiting for her to tell you that she is finally over with him and that she is now ready to spend the present and start the future with you…"

it seems like i could relate to his sentiments… speaking from experience and it seemed to make sense anyway… well, we all make mistakes we might find love wrongly but soon love will come its way to you… there is no such thing as perfection in love, but in love there will always be happiness. (uhmmm… although not all the time… hekhek =P).

btw, another reason on why my post is a bit too mushy for my type is that i just can help wonderin why do i keep fallin for those who have hangups or SABLAY! some might call me "torpe" or a hopeless romantic but it seeems like i keep on fallin in love with the wrong person. The same reason why i can’t tell them my true feelings and keep on joking and joking… is it that im too friendly??? or im too "torpe" to express or tell what i really feel??? there are also times that we are often misunderstood for being just a friend than being more than a friend… anyway hope that it won’t happen again and that hopefully fallin in love next time around would be somewhat much better and hopefully i could gather the courage to step up and just plainly tell her… =)

well here ends my blog for today… whew its been a long one… hehe… well, gotta go to sleep… *signing off*

MAKE IT REAL
The Jets

Tonight it’s been a year
we met each other here
Here I am all alone
as thoughts of you go on

REFRAIN
Hear me cryin’ out to you
u said, "Never, never would I leave"
Here’s a tear from me to you
and maybe it will make you hear me

CHORUS
I loved you
You didn’t feel the same
Though we’re apart
You’re in my heart
Give me one more chance to
Make it real

In a dream you are here
U smile and hold me near
and in my heart I’ll pretend
that you are here again
REPEAT REFRAIN
REPEAT CHORUS

Give me one more chance to
Make it real

Here i go on another blog article. Damn its been quite a long time since i last blogged in here… Its been quite a f***king time that I’ve had to work till the wee hours of the morning at the office even on weekends and a holiday just so that f***king client can have what he (or should i say a she???) wants. Anyway, another client testing is on the way and wouldn’t it nice to just slack off for today. I might just blog again tomorrow whenever i feel i could think of new crazy ideas to share instead of the f***king rant… peace out!