.:Thinking Aloud:.

yes, its my special day today… no one wonders why does it really matter… anyway thanks to those who remembered in a way… for those who didn’t well its ok… hehe… who bothers to remember this things anyway… its fun to know that another year in your life passed by and as it does you tend to look back on how did the previous year became… (well folks i dnt do this every new year hehehe…) its been a hard year for me… all the hardships, troubles, heartaches and sadness has been there… but there were also times of joy, satisfaction and changes… i didn’t regret bein a part of them all but still seeing that most of them are not so good made me think even more on what must be changed, and what should i do to turn things around this year… anyway a new year, a new chapter, a new life… will blog again later today to update on what happened within the day… ^_^ V

i just found myself another comfort drink! or should i say another drink that i would need to relieve me of all sleepy days in my life… hehehe… a jolt of caffeine that will keep me awake for hours… its starbucks iced caramel machiatto w/ irish cream… (did i spell that right???) yup! it keeps me awake in the morning… im an insomiac so mornings are not my time of the day… this is the time where im most sleepy hehehe…

well, as my title says im about to change my ways… well, its nearing my birthday and it seems that this one will be a sad one for me… sad? why do you ask… well i usually spend my bdays alone since i stepped into college… (yeah i know… pathetic… hehehe…)  i’ve already treated myself before my birthday… seems all plans from last year did not came true which made it much sadder… its just that, i hope that i could do what i wanted to do and not be the impromptu guy that im am now… and hopefully as i turn of age again i hope that i can change this time… and for the better…

the previous plan was to get out of the country or town for a 3 day outing all by myself… i need serious soul-searching hehehe… anyway will continue this blog tomorrow my eyes are getting droopy and i need a nap…